“I Don’t Want to Spend the Rest of My Life Feeling Alone”: Postdoctoral Scholars’ Experiences of (Dis)Connection
Abstract
:1. Introduction
1.1. Relevant Literature
1.1.1. Postdoctoral Scholars
1.1.2. Professional Socialization
1.2. Theoretical Framing
2. Materials and Methods
2.1. Procedures
2.2. Participants
2.3. Data Analysis and Trustworthiness
2.4. Positionality
2.5. Limitations
3. Findings
Code | Number of Interviews Wherein Code Was Applied | Total Instances of Code Across All Interviews | Category Sum of Code Instances | Relevant Socialization Factor |
---|---|---|---|---|
Remote | 13 | 28 | 28 | |
Isolation | 15 | 25 | 76 | |
from family | 5 | 6 | Individual | |
from dept | 8 | 18 | Institutional | |
from institution | 10 | 23 | Institutional | |
from PI/mentor | 2 | 4 | Institutional | |
Support Source | 15 | 28 | 270 | |
post doc association | 22 | 48 | Prof/disciplinary | |
graduate advisor | 8 | 17 | Personal | |
PI/supervisor | 27 | 72 | Institutional | |
peers | 12 | 19 | Personal | |
administrator | 7 | 9 | Institutional | |
institution | 18 | 27 | Institutional | |
family | 22 | 27 | Personal | |
lab support | 9 | 18 | Institutional | |
involvement | 2 | 5 | Prof/disciplinary | |
Support Type | 9 | 12 | 85 | |
career advancement | 20 | 44 | Prof/disciplinary | |
moral support | 10 | 13 | Personal | |
technical support | 11 | 16 | Institutional |
3.1. Personal Communities
Conversely, some postdocs working in the United States on a visa expressed unique challenges of isolation because of the extreme distance from their personal communities. For example, Ling, a woman from China working in the social sciences, explained the challenges of not having family in the United States:I am calling into this call from my parents’ basement. So in terms of family support, I have quite a lot. Upon finishing [grad school], my fiancé and I were deciding—were we going to buy a house? Were we going to rent? The market’s kind of crazy right now, what do we do? And my parents have a fully finished basement and offered us to live here until we got our feet settled. I haven’t lived in [state] in some time but was coming back for postdoc, and so they offered us to live here and not have to worry about that barrier for some time, which took a lot of stress off of us, which was amazing.
These quotes demonstrate how the minimal pay for postdocs necessitates relying on family support in many cases. Individuals who are in the United States on a visa may not have the same support from their family to assist with transitioning when the next job opportunity comes up. Instead, these individuals must find a way to navigate these challenges independently.I know most postdocs, we’re paid on similar salaries. It’s hard to live by, but I think a lot of people have some foundation in this country. They don’t have to take all their stuff with every time they move, because they have a family. They can put something in … [storage]. When things become really hard, they can get some help from their family, and those are not true for me. I just need to take care of all my things and all my business, all my finances.
This quote illustrates how the research trajectory of the postdoc position isolated Ignacios from being able to connect with others outside of work. Conversely, Christoph, a man working in engineering, described his partner as a major source of support during his postdoc. He explained:No, really nobody can support you, right? … Besides the colleagues, but let’s say people that are not associated in any way with academia, nobody can support you really, because everybody knows that they have their jobs and they have a certain way of living, and nothing looks like what we are doing.
These statements demonstrate how family members and partners provided a great deal of support to postdocs. Taken together, personal support was not universal for participants in this study and posed particular challenges for postdocs from outside the United States, as emphasized by prior research [9].But my partner, she’s a medical doctor and she also does research. And that’s where I get my support, so to speak, at home because we often have conversations about our work at home. I think it’s important to have someone at home who you can talk to about your work in some degree of detail.
3.2. Institution
After having left a position in Brazil and moving away from her family for greater opportunities in the United States, Mariane felt that it might not have been worth it. Mariane further shared: “I don’t want to spend the rest of my life feeling alone”. These quotes demonstrate how feelings of isolation prompted Mariane to consider altering her career path to get out of academic research as a career. Similarly, Allan, a man from the United States working in the health sciences, explained: “It’s just that there’s nobody else in my position. There are no other postdocs. There’s no one I can really talk to. I eat lunch alone every day. That’s really the worst of it”. While some postdoctoral positions are situated within a lab or department with multiple postdocs, Allan’s experience demonstrates the challenge of being the only one in their status, outside of the faculty/staff/student triad.Well, I think when you don’t have connections, or when you have a little bit of the feeling that you don’t belong, this makes you want to change careers sometimes or give up. So I think right now I’m thinking about changing career from academia to industry, for example, because the experience that I’m having in the university was not what I expected.
Like Christoph, Joyce, who identified as a woman with U.S. citizenship working in social sciences, also had minimal interactions with colleagues due to her work routine. She shared:COVID has had a massive impact (…) because I work from home, for the most part. Most of my colleagues do too. And that means that we’ve lost that experience of going into the office every day and interacting regularly with my work colleagues, which I had when I was doing my PhD … I miss that.
In many cases, the continuation of remote work suggests further disconnection between postdocs and the institutions where they work.If I don’t have to be here, and I have an office in a building across campus from the people who do the similar work that I do, then what would I get out of going in, when I can do all of my work from home anyways? That definitely did not make me feel very connected on campus.
Daniella, a woman from the U.S. working in the social sciences, also described incredible support from her PIs. They provided career advancement support by giving her helpful feedback on grant applications and funding to attend conferences. She also received support in terms of taking the time she needed to determine what she ultimately wanted to pursue as a career goal after her postdoc.My PI supports me for sure. … I have a tendency to doubt myself, or … feel that my ideas are not big enough. My PI [has been] … very supportive, and [said]: “Okay, you have to think about your idea … as something that you’re doing on your own”. I think I lack that confidence, possibly because as a woman, I’ve had a tough time. You have to be so good in order to [be taken] seriously. It’s been an uphill climb, so I don’t want to oversell, undersell anything. It’s a tough challenge. I feel completely supported … because of my PI.
Adrianna’s description illustrated scaffolded supports, wherein the institutional connections fostered opportunities for technical skill building and also for socializing outside of work. While her previous connection to the institution surely provided a fast track to these experiences, the school’s habit of providing information about workshops and training also made it possible for Adrianna to engage in ongoing opportunities.I’ve only been here for four months, and it’s been a great community so far. I think I am lucky in that I knew some folks at this institution prior to coming here, to moving here, and so that’s been nice in that A, some of those folks have become friends in that, “Hey, you want to go to a yoga class? You want to go climbing?” So they become social friends too. But B, they’ve also networked me around the university as well. So, “Oh Adrianna, I know you’re trying to get skills in [technical skill], this person does that”. And so I think it’s very helpful that I knew some folks, a handful of folks going in, and then they have helped expand my network. I think my school does a really good job too of hosting a lot of lectures and workshops and trainings, and things like that, and then they do a good job too of disseminating information about those. And so through attending some of those things as well I feel like I’ve been getting connected into the school.
Darren’s description highlights how the lab structure within the sciences can offer a form of socialization and support by structured design.But I do feel like I very much belong in my lab and I’m able to be authentic and feel accepted in this group. And my previous postdoc at [prior institution], I very much felt at home in my lab, but I knew no one outside of my lab.
3.3. Professional Disciplines and Associations
While remote opportunities provide perhaps greater access for content, this reduces the opportunity to truly focus on professional development, as there may not be a sufficient barrier between professional development and continuing the ongoing expectations of day-to-day work.Even after COVID, everything is Zoom. So you get emails. … if you feel like it’s relevant or you want, you can log in, sign up and do a Zoom … Nowadays everything’s Zoom. … The advantage is … you can [keep doing your] experiments, you can put your Zoom on and you can see it, and you can work [with] it on. So in that way, your work is not disturbed… still you are attending many conferences and all this stuff.
Philippa’s point emphasizes the need for more consistent investment in a postdoc association. Jayant, a man from India working in the social sciences, called upon his employer to ensure that there was a means of positive socialization through investing in a postdoc association when he stated:The Postdoc Association doesn’t really do anything. I mean, they were very, very vocal wanting us to sign up for things for PDA week, and then after it ended, nothing. I get more emails from the National Postdoc Association thing than I’ve ever received from the university.
This commitment to starting a postdoc association at the institution created opportunities for postdocs to have more positive socialization experiences. For example: Avanti, a woman from India working in the health sciences, stated: “We have a very social Postdoc Association here in my university and I’m well connected to it”. Similarly, Sudarshana, also a woman from India working in the health sciences, said that being part of a national effort to convene postdocs while she lived in another country was a meaningful experience. She explained:So having that community, that community should not be just the postdocs. I mean, anybody can form the community and we can just support ourselves, but that doesn’t go anywhere. That is always there. We can get it from your friends, get it from your family, but that community should be from the administration, some of the administrators should be part of that.
Avanti and Sudarshana highlighted how professional organizations and structures specifically designed for postdoc participation can help to build these connections, as emphasized by translational research in the health sciences [44]. Ling summarized the importance of these organizations when she explained:I was part of a team and we had organized a national postdoc symposium … Just before I came here. It was wonderful. … it took 10 months of preparation, and we had invited participants from all over different places … postdocs, and PhD students. Our aim was to create a good platform for the early career researchers to understand the different areas where they can go in. The problems faced by them, mental health, including mental health problems, we had a talk on that too. Time management, then other skill developments, I was part of that, and it was a wonderful experience for me to develop my soft skills. I think it really helped me here too in my present campus. Also, I’m involved in postdoctoral activities, I’m participating in some workshops training for postdocs.
This quote provides evidence for the need for professional associations to provide a place for postdocs to find meaningful connections, especially when personal and institutional connections may be hindered by a postdoc position. Postdocs’ comments about the importance of professional associations connect to the Shahr et al. [8] analytical definition of professional socialization, which includes “continuous, interactive … and interactional factors [p. 1]. Philippa’s experience indicated how the lack of continuation negatively impacted her experience, while Sudarshana indicated how her engagement in prior organizing positively impacted her involvement at her new campus in the United States.I think another thing to mention is [to] not let the postdoc be isolated on their own island. If their little island is not a place they can find a sense of belonging, make sure they have some other mechanisms where they can find a sense of belonging. … I know there are [opportunities at the] national level, the NPA, so make sure that postdocs have those external systems they can be connected with.
4. Discussion
4.1. Theoretical Implications
4.2. Implications for Practice
Funding
Institutional Review Board Statement
Informed Consent Statement
Data Availability Statement
Acknowledgments
Conflicts of Interest
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Chicago/Turabian StyleJach, Elizabeth A. 2024. "“I Don’t Want to Spend the Rest of My Life Feeling Alone”: Postdoctoral Scholars’ Experiences of (Dis)Connection" Education Sciences 14, no. 4: 382. https://doi.org/10.3390/educsci14040382
APA StyleJach, E. A. (2024). “I Don’t Want to Spend the Rest of My Life Feeling Alone”: Postdoctoral Scholars’ Experiences of (Dis)Connection. Education Sciences, 14(4), 382. https://doi.org/10.3390/educsci14040382