Torn Between Identities: A Hermeneutic Phenomenological Study of Nurses’ Dual Allegiance During COVID-19 and Armed Conflict
Abstract
1. Introduction
Background
2. Research Design
2.1. Methods
2.2. Setting and Sample
2.3. Data Collection
2.4. Data Analysis
2.5. Ethical Consideration and Trustworthiness
2.6. Researcher Characteristics and Reflexivity
2.7. Rigor and Trustworthiness
3. Results
3.1. Participants
3.2. Core Meaning Structure
- Theme 1: Moral Stressors and Identity Negotiation
- Communication barriers and emotional isolation compounded distress:
“We did not talk about that, about the war. Every person kept to themselves and we did not talk about the escalation in real time. It was like walking on eggshells”(P1, Internal, 42F)
“I felt that no one truly understood what we went through and no one really cared.… It’s like they used us because they needed us, they put us in very complicated units, without proper instructions or preparation”(P4, ICU, 33F)
- Personal impact of witnessing violence created lasting psychological effects:
“During the war it was a little bit more complicated for me, especially because a missile entered a home, in a shelter room and a little kid was murdered, and it gave me anxiety… it’s not always in my control and things can happen”(P6, Onc, 38F)
- Professional calling vs. parental responsibility: Despite profound conflict, nurses drew upon a deep sense of purpose and meaning, a deep sense of calling:
“Knowing I must go on, for my children, and know life goes on after the situation”(P1, IM, 42F)
“Simple. It’s a calling. This satisfaction. I have always known that I want to work in this profession… I feel that I’m at the right place”(P2, IM, 38F)
- Yet leaving family during dangerous situations created significant strain, with one nurse cutting short maternity leave:
“I myself shortened my maternity leave to come back and help at work… I came back in August, it was something that was unthought of”(P3, IM, 39F)
- Theme 2: Competing Responsibilities and Ethical Double-Binds
- Daily commuting became a source of constant anxiety. For example, travel emerged as more than physical travel between home and work; it became a “liminal space of exposure and risk”, where the nurse is pulled between two moral worlds:
“Going back and forth from home to work, and then home again make me feel exposed and vulnerable… maybe something would happen to me, God forbid something may happen at home, maybe a rocket would fall nearby…”(P1, IM, 42F)
- Movement through space is interpreted through a horizon of danger and responsibility, with the nurse imaginatively holding both self and family within the same field of threat. In this context, every choice or decision required constant vigilance and moral calculation, Another example, what would happen to the family if the nurse was injured while traveling? Participants were not simply “making choices,” but continuously interpreting and recalibrating their moral priorities within unstable conditions. The ethical double-bind thus appears as a lived structure of ongoing moral calculation, where nurses inhabit a world in which any choice may feel like a partial betrayal of another responsibility.
“Everything you do you need to be careful, you need to think about the alternatives of each decision, and the priorities etc…”(P9, NEUSURG, 44M)
- Theme 3: Virtues and Practical Wisdom in Crisis
- Internal virtues as anchoring: Nurses drew upon resilience, self-compassion, and reflective practice, constituting a form of self-support allowing them to endure and make meaning.
“I developed the capacity to understand and truly see the person in front of me. …I truly realized that there was a way to have an impact on people if we know how to reach out to them.”(P4, ICU, 33F)
- Professional virtues such as, courage, compassion, integrity, respect, and honesty, emerged as orienting structures of meaning in decision-making. These were lived realities cultivated over time:
“It starts and ends with human contact, with caring. It’s something I have learned in time”(P3, IM, 39F)
“To be very gentle and careful with people. In life as well in general”(P9, NEUSUR, 44M)
- Phronesis (practical wisdom): Participants demonstrated practical moral wisdom rooted in experience and relational knowing. Decisions were guided by nuanced understanding of context, relationships, and human condition:
“I developed the capacity to understand and truly see the person in front of me… I realized there was a way to have an impact on people if we know how to reach out to them”(P4, ICU, 33F)
- This wisdom included recognizing personal limitations:
“I am not made of steel, I am made of porcelain, it’s a mistake to think that you are strong. You need to be very cautious when you decide that you’re strong. Because you might get yourself into situations that would be very hard to get out of…”(P9, ICU, 44F)
- Theme 4: Responses to Stress and Erosion of Support
- Finding meaning in patient connections sustained resilience:
“In the end of the day, I know that behind any person there is a family. And as I see their appreciation and gratitude reassures me and gives me more energy to carry on”(P1, IM, 42F)
- However, constant vigilance created heightened sensitivity:
“Even the smallest thing I hear over the news makes my body go on defensive mode, and you tell yourself it starts again”(P1, IM, 42F)
- Collegial relationships functioned as vital spaces of shared understanding and moral affirmation. Informal peer support—often spontaneous and relational—temporarily restored a sense of communal grounding:
“For example, one co-worker of mine, you could say she was in charge of the staff’s morale, which helped a lot. I mean, also when she was inside, she would suddenly start dancing, would take a patient and do something with it. Whether she was inside or outside, it helped a lot”(P2, IM, 38F)
- Yet a significant gap was described as a profound erosion of institutional and organizational support, existed between the moral need for support and what was available:
“No one is really there for us, to listen to us and help us process”(P3, IM, 39F)
- Prolonged crisis eroded team cohesion:
“I think that for the staff, in those 2 years, we lost the sense of ‘togetherness’ that we had developed prior to the COVID. Maybe it happened because of the quarantines that were so long. Each one of us was at home, surrounded only by our own problems and solutions…”(P4, ICU, 33F)
- Interpretive Synthesis
4. Discussion
4.1. Why the Dual-Crisis Context Reveals New Aspects of Moral Distress
4.2. Theoretical Framework: Virtue Ethics
4.3. Moral Distress Amidst Dual Crises
4.4. Implications for Practice and Policy
4.5. Limitations
5. Conclusions
Author Contributions
Funding
Institutional Review Board Statement
Informed Consent Statement
Data Availability Statement
Public Involvement Statement
Guidelines and Standards Statement
Use of Artificial Intelligence
Acknowledgments
Conflicts of Interest
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| Participant | Age | Gender | Marital Status | Children | Degree | Unit | Nursing (Years) |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| P 1 | 42 | female | married | 3 | BA | Internal Medicine | 23 |
| P 2 | 38 | female | married | 4 | BA | Internal Medicine | 14 |
| P 3 | 39 | female | divorce | 2 | BA | Internal Medicine | 13 |
| P 4 | 33 | female | married | 2 | MA student | Intensive care | 4 |
| P 5 | 41 | female | divorce | 2 | MA | Neonatal intensive care | 7 |
| P 6 | 38 | female | married | 7 | BA | Oncology | 12 |
| P 7 | 43 | female | married | 2 | MA | Internal Medicine | 9 |
| P 8 | 33 | male | married | preg | MA student | Intensive care unit | 6 |
| P 9 | 44 | male | married | 1 | BA | Neuro- surgery | 4 |
| P 10 | 44 | female | married | 4 | Geriatric NP | Intensive care | 20 |
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Zusman N, Scheinberg Andrews C. Torn Between Identities: A Hermeneutic Phenomenological Study of Nurses’ Dual Allegiance During COVID-19 and Armed Conflict. Nursing Reports. 2026; 16(1):12. https://doi.org/10.3390/nursrep16010012
Chicago/Turabian StyleZusman, Nurit, and Caryn Scheinberg Andrews. 2026. "Torn Between Identities: A Hermeneutic Phenomenological Study of Nurses’ Dual Allegiance During COVID-19 and Armed Conflict" Nursing Reports 16, no. 1: 12. https://doi.org/10.3390/nursrep16010012
APA StyleZusman, N., & Scheinberg Andrews, C. (2026). Torn Between Identities: A Hermeneutic Phenomenological Study of Nurses’ Dual Allegiance During COVID-19 and Armed Conflict. Nursing Reports, 16(1), 12. https://doi.org/10.3390/nursrep16010012

