The interviews included 24 participants [15 GM (62.5%) and 9 TW (37.5%)] as a group that reflected the relative proportions of GM and TW participants in GA. Interview participants were between 18 and 57 years of age. The majority resided in the district of SJM or in a few of the surrounding districts. They were of a low socioeconomic level. Many worked in different areas of the informal economy, in shops or restaurants, as street vendors and hairdressers or doing sex work. They had educational levels ranging from incomplete primary school to technical school or college. Participants who identified as TW varied in their gender presentation.
In the following sections we present four main themes to characterize the significant processes related to the implementation of GA that facilitated community mobilization. These processes included (1) active participation, community building and personal and community empowerment; (2) the effect of GA on HIV prevention and treatment; (3) the integration of GM and TW in GA and (4) the GA community center as a safe socialization space in SJM. We use pseudonyms to refer to the participants we quote. Together with their English translation, we include the original quotes in Spanish to better represent the participants’ voices.
3.1. Active Participation, Community Building and Personal and Community Empowerment
Group exercises, games and discussions in the periodic two/three-hour experiential workshops, conducted separately for GM and TW to develop trust and rapport and facilitate self-reflection, helped participants not only to learn more about HIV and how to prevent it, but also to better understand and cope with the impact of social oppression and intersectional or compounded stigma related to HIV and their sexuality or gender expression, as well as minority stress [
45] on their lives. The workshops were conducted in “waves” of approximately ten participants. A total of 210 persons (128 GM and 82 TW) participated in them (See
Table 3). This also represents the minimum number of unduplicated participants in GA, since the workshops were designed, although not exclusively, as a gateway to GA participation.
An average of 21 GM and TW, together with the coordinators, participated in the weekly GI meetings. The GI met at the community center to express opinions and ideas, propose and organize new mobilization activities based on common objectives, assign functions to volunteers and evaluate previous activities. The community mobilization activities were chosen by vote and focused on topics of interest to the majority in the GI. Referring to active participation and horizontality in the decision-making, Salvador stated the following:
| “What I like about GI is the joint participation, it’s not that they tell you ‘you know what, we are doing this activity’, but rather that from the newest to the oldest they give their opinion, help with the decoration, they stay to cook. There are people, so to speak, leaders [coordinators], who help the guys to better articulate, always in every group, there are leaders, who help to motivate others.” (GM, age 35) | “Lo que me agrada del GI es la participación en conjunto, no es que te digan ‘sabes que, se hace esta actividad y la hacemos’, sino que desde el más nuevo hasta el más antiguo dan su opinión, ayudan en la decoración, se quedan para cocinar. Hay personas, por decir, líderes, que hacen que los chicos como que se articulen, siempre en todo grupo, que ayudan a que los demás se motiven.” (GM, 35 años) |
The GI not only decided which community mobilization activities the project would hold, but implemented them as well, along with any other volunteers who wished to collaborate. The mobilization activities were of different sizes (small, medium and large) (see
Table 4), had different regularity and periodicity and included organizing large gatherings on special occasions such as Halloween and Mother’s Day. Activities directly linked to HIV involved helping participants analyze personal, interpersonal and social aspects related to vulnerability to HIV and taking community action to support friends in relation to HIV prevention and treatment.
The participants developed a greater sense of ownership of GA over time. Towards the beginning of GA, the coordinators defined the weekly agenda and facilitated the GI. As the intervention progressed, they promoted and encouraged the co-facilitation of the GI and the mobilization activities with the participants to nurture the development of skills and processes of reflection, self-management and individual and community empowerment. Throughout the intervention, the coordinators emphasized the need for the participants to take on the project and its objectives as their own by becoming more involved in it, taking responsibility for organizing and participating in activities; telling their friends about the project and inviting them to participate in it; and recognizing the importance of the integration and joint work of GM and TW to strengthen the community and improve the continuum of care as a goal of GA.
Trust in the coordinators resulted in participants confiding in them privately about personal issues, including disclosing their HIV status and requesting advice about receiving treatment. Sharing common experiences and stories in the GI meetings and mobilization activities also facilitated that participants were more engaged and involved in the GI, taking on tasks, preparing materials and organizing and facilitating community mobilization activities. Based on the perceptions of the coordinators and the participants we interviewed, as well as on our observations, we infer that active participation increased and gradually consolidated throughout GA implementation, favoring the development of assertive communication and respect among participants. The gradual development of trust both between participants and coordinators and among the participants themselves also contributed to increased participation and the development of social networks. While the level of participation and involvement in GA among many participants was high and ongoing, participation of others fluctuated. It was influenced by different factors including motivation and interest, time limitations due to studying or working and moving to other districts or cities. Participating in larger LGBTQ+ community events as members of GA, such as having a GA float at the yearly Pride parade, also helped to increase awareness about HIV and human rights and was conducive to empowerment and community building. After volunteering at a GA booth in a health fair, the two participants below explained the following:
| “We discussed an issue of HIV prevention, near SJM, I participated and provided information, it was interesting. A little tiring, because putting everything together requires a lot of energy. But you leave gratified, right? Having helped.” (Diego, GM, age 33) | “Tratamos un tema de prevención de VIH, cerca de SJM, yo participé e informé, fue interesante. Un poco cansado, porque para armar todo se necesita bastante energía. Pero uno se va gratificado ¿no? De haber apoyado.” (Diego, HG, 33 años) |
| “I have participated in the AIDS campaigns; it was very good. We gave them knowledge and we addressed them in the following way: ‘Sir, good morning, we want to give you information about condom day, today there is a distribution of condoms, and they are used like this, like that. Please take a couple and your lube,’ and they played roulette [a game about HIV awareness], and we asked them questions. If they didn’t know what to answer, we gave them the answers.” (Aurora, TW, age 50) | “He participado en las campañas del SIDA; me pareció muy bien. Les dimos conocimientos y abordábamos de la siguiente manera: ‘Señor, buenos días, queremos informarle por el día del preservativo, hoy hay repartición de condones, y se usa así, asá… por favor, tenga un par y su lubricante’, y jugaban a la ruleta [juego acerca del conocimiento del VIH], y les hacíamos preguntas. Si no sabían qué responder, les dábamos las respuestas.” (Aurora, MT, 50 años) |
The presentations, discussions and reflections also related to civil rights and the importance of community action to ensure those rights, such as procedures about how to address the authorities in case of violations of rights, that took place both in the GI meetings and in the mobilization activities may have contributed to strengthening GM and TW’s empowerment, personal agency and their ability to exercise their rights and defend their freedom of expression in the face of situations of discrimination or violence. This is particularly relevant for disenfranchised TW of a low socioeconomic level, who are marginalized and suffer societal transphobia and violence in the streets, including by police [
46,
47]. Nelly explained the following:
| “Before I didn’t know about my rights, I work on the street, and I said it [in GA]: ‘this and this other thing happened to me.’ They advised me how to react to a police officer, now I have more knowledge that has helped me” (Nelly, TW, age 22) | “Antes no sabía de mis derechos, yo trabajo en la calle, y lo contaba [en GA]: ‘me ha pasado esto que el otro’. Me aconsejaban cómo reaccionar ante un policía, ahora tengo más conocimientos, eso me ha servido” (Nelly, MT, 22 años) |
Similarly, Juani stated that participating in GA helped her feel freer outside of GA too, with less fear of rejection and discrimination:
| “I feel I have grown, because before [GA] I couldn’t go out anywhere, I was afraid, there is discrimination against the girls [TW] and I thought ‘something is going to happen to me if I walk alone, what if they kill me’, but then little while little by little, I totally grew. Now, normal, I walk free.” (TW, 24 years old) | “Me he desenvuelto más, porque antes [de GA] no podía salir a ningún lado, me daba miedo, hay discriminación hacia las chicas [mujeres trans], y yo pensaba ‘me vaya a pasar algo si camino sola, qué tal me matan’, pero después poco a poco, me desenvolví totalmente. Ahorita, normal ando libre.” (MT, 24 años) |
At the end of 2019, the GI took the initiative to organize a weekend retreat to decide what activities to continue as a group, empowered by the experience of participating in GA, after the end of the project in 2020. Participants in that retreat decided to take steps to develop their own organization to continue working together on health issues and community building after the conclusion of GA as a research project. To that end, the GI contacted authorities from the municipality of SJM, seeking to start making itself visible locally as a new sexual diversity organization and potentially obtain external funding. However, even if the GI had secured the use of a municipal space for its future activities, support of the municipality and other authorities in Lima South did not materialize due to other emerging governmental priorities during the COVID-19 pandemic. After the closing of GA, we know through the coordinators that some participants remained in contact with them, attending together sexual health activities organized by existing LGBTQ+ organizations. At that point in time, however, no clear lines had been determined to establish their own organization, as participants may have had other priorities, reorganizing their lives and seeking to earn an income if they had not been able to work during the COVID-19 quarantine.
Because of the COVID-19 pandemic, in March 2020 GA shifted to virtual activities; the only in-person activities consisted of food distribution to participants in need. These virtual activities at first consisted mainly of emotional support provided by the coordinators to the participants, as well as among the participants themselves, through WhatsApp to counteract the isolation and mental health issues arising during the quarantine. Then, from May until September 2020, when GA ended, some of the mobilization activities continued virtually three or four times a week, using Facebook Live, Zoom and groups on WhatsApp. GA provided some participants with technical assistance to help them access the Internet and virtual platforms. GA also provided mobile phone prepaid recharges every 15 days to participants who requested them and attended the online activities frequently.
Some of these activities, such as GI meetings, Feminine Mondays, Gay Saturdays and movie nights, as included in
Table 4, while virtual, continued as previously in person at the community center. The topics of other activities were new, such as workshops about intersectional stigma related to HIV and COVID-19, and presentations and discussions on leadership and community organizing in response to the GI’s intention to create its own organization. Based on our observations, although perhaps influenced by the need for contact and communication with other people during lockdown, engagement in the virtual activities was high, not only of previous participants but, as a sign of diffusion of GA in the community, also of other GM and TW in Lima South who had not been involved with GA earlier.
In April 2020, GA distributed food baskets to many GA participants who were experiencing food insufficiency. Then, from June to August 2020, a coordinator and some participants took the initiative to organize a food kitchen funded by PO+ and donations from community organizations and civil society. The shopping, cooking and distribution of food to approximately 60 GM and TW three times a week, maintaining appropriate sanitary and safety precautions, were carried out by GA participants and a coordinator. The coordinators reported how grateful and appreciative food recipients were of the aid, knowing that GA and their peers in the community had thought of them and their needs. These activities during the pandemic reflected not only resilience and solidarity but represented a mobilization effort resulting from GA to maintain and strengthen the community, supporting GM and TW who had very low resources, and who for a variety of reasons had not received the bonuses provided by the government during the quarantine.
3.2. Effect of GA on HIV Prevention and Treatment
Presentations, discussions and messages related to HIV prevention and treatment were embedded in most of the GA activities. Only a few participants knew about the existence of PrEP when it was mentioned as a prevention strategy during GA. Similarly, participants were not familiar with the concept of undetectable equals untransmittable (U=U) [
48] and the importance of treatment to reach viral suppression if they were living with HIV. GM and TW stated that, because of their participation in GA, they experienced changes on a personal level regarding HIV prevention and sexual health in general, as discussed in presentations such as “Taking Care of Your Behind”. Aurora, a sex worker, referred to using condoms with every sexual partner because of what she had learned in GA:
| “…Before I was like a lost sheep, not now... they have taught me [in GA] to know how to take care of myself, [so] with any guy I use condoms.” (TW, age 50) | “… Antes era como una oveja descarriada, ahora no… me han enseñado [en GA] a saber cuidarme, con cualquier chico uso preservativo.” (MT, 50 años) |
Astrid, on the other hand, referring to herself in the third person, as some people in Peru express themselves, stressed the importance of taking HIV treatment, as a message she had received in GA:
| “… If girls [TW] have HIV, they should not stop taking treatment so that they can be well. “They give us those messages in the community house [ referring to GA].” (TW, age 24) | “… Si las chicas [mujeres trans] tienen VIH, no deben dejar de tomar el tratamiento para que puedan estar bien. Esos mensajes nos dan en la casa comunitaria [refiriéndose a GA].” MT, 24 años) |
GA served as a space for emotional containment and support related to HIV. The conversations, reflections and messages around HIV contributed to talking more openly about a healthy sexuality, gradually understanding social and internalized HIV stigma, normalizing living with HIV and revealing one’s serological status. The fear of openly discussing HIV began to subside as relationships of trust were generated and issues related to HIV stigma and the fear of being stigmatized because of having a HIV diagnosis were addressed. As some participants expressed, the understanding and friendship bonds forged within the community center, which was presented as a place free of stigma, contributed to reducing the negative perception of an HIV diagnosis and living with HIV. Consequently, some participants disclosed their HIV diagnosis openly within GA.
| “Coming [to GA] helped me a lot when I found out about my diagnosis, because here they lift your spirits a lot. I can come and have people with whom I can hang out and talk about my things…” (Elvis, GM, age 26) | “Venir [a GA] me ayudó mucho cuando me enteré de mi diagnóstico, porque aquí te levantan mucho el ánimo. Puedo llegar y tener personas con las que me puedo juntar y conversar de mis cosas…” (Elvis, HG, 26 años) |
| “... I am no longer afraid, like at the beginning... to reveal something personal... I am a person who lives with “the condition” [HIV] and as I tell you, it does not limit me to anything, and [Participation in GA] has helped me to believe in me and I am studying my second degree.” (Matías, GM, age 38) | “... Ya no me da miedo, como al comienzo… revelar algo personal… soy una persona que vive con “la condición” [VIH] y como te digo no me limita a nada, y me han ayudado [Participación en GA] a creer en mí y estoy estudiando mi segunda carrera.” (Matías, HG, 38 años) |
In relation to the GA core element of informal outreach, and based on participant testimonies and our observations, we know that participants invited their friends to GA and had conversations with their peers about HIV. Some participants reported that the learning gained at GA helped them see the importance of talking about safer sexual practices, HIV testing and treatment with their peers by providing them with information in their interactions outside of the GA community space.
| “I want to continue learning [about sexual health] to help my community, and the girls who come after me, 15 to 20 years old, who do not have any guidance. I would have liked this to happen [referring to GA] when I was 17 years old, and I didn’t know what to do or what to say. I think that talking to my friends about transphobia and HIV is to encourage them to also want to participate [in GA]” (Evelyn, TW, age 57) | “Quiero seguir aprendiendo [sobre salud sexual] para ayudar a mi comunidad, y a las chicas que vienen detrás de mí, de 15 a 20 años, que no tienen ninguna orientación. Me hubiera gustado que esto ocurriera [refiriéndose a GA] cuando tenía 17 años y no sabía ni qué hacer ni qué decir. Creo que hablar con mis amigas sobre transfobia y VIH es incentivar a que ellas también quieran participar [en GA]” (MT, 57 años) |
| “…I have participated in all the activities [at GA]. We talk about health and we focus on HIV. It is an important issue because we are a vulnerable population. I, as a person with HIV, by being informed I can help others.” (Matías, GM, age 38) | “… He participado en todas las actividades [en GA]. Hablamos sobre salud y nos enfocamos en el VIH. Es un tema importante porque somos una población vulnerable. Yo, como persona con VIH, al estar informado puedo ayudar a otros.” (HG, 38 años) |
3.3. Integration Between Gay Men and Trans Women
GA facilitated GM and TW working together towards community building and community mobilization related to HIV prevention and care. This integration process was a gradual result of coexistence and sharing, allowing both groups to get to know each other better, actively participating in the GI and mobilization activities and reflecting on homophobia, transphobia, discrimination and the importance of cooperative work. It was achieved because of the coordinators as role models, together with the close and regular contact between GM and TW in the community center, which helped to distance them from their mutual prejudices. As part of GA, separate activities took place one day a week for TW (Feminine Mondays) and another day for GM (Gay Saturdays); while the other days, GI meetings and mobilization activities were jointly held together. At the beginning, several GM and TW openly expressed that they did not feel comfortable attending joint activities. For some GM, it was the first time they met and interacted with TW, and they had to overcome transphobia, which decreased as they got to know TW also participating in GA. Some TW also indicated that they had to overcome their distrust of GM and their fear of being judged or belittled. As time went by, coexistence, socialization and collaborative work improved communication and camaraderie between both groups. Both GM and TW acknowledged that those prejudices reflecting internalized homophobia and/or transphobia prior to their participation in GA had decreased.
| “Before coming here [GA], I was like, excuse me, I was disgusted by trans women, I was afraid, I didn’t want to be by their side, I said... ‘why would you do that [sex work], how disgusting!, why do you think you’re a woman if you’re not woman’, thus ignorantly. Here I met several trans girls who I love very much now. My thinking totally changed, now they are my friends.” (Efraín, GM, age 19) | “Antes de venir acá [GA], tenía como, discúlpame, tenía asco a las trans, tenía miedo, no quería estar a su lado, yo decía… ‘por qué trabajará en eso, ¡qué asco!, por qué se cree mujer si no es mujer’, así ignorantemente. Acá conocí a varias chicas trans que ahora las quiero mucho… mi pensamiento cambió totalmente, ahora son mis amigas.” (Efraín, HG, 19 años) |
| “We were more distant, if we greeted each other, it was a ‘hello and bye’, they told me that gay boys [GM] were reluctant to have friendships with trans women, something that I have not seen now [in GA], by telling you that I have gay friends, I love them and we have formed a good camaraderie, sometimes we meet at their homes. If something has grown, it is precisely that, the community, the communication. (Evelyn, TW, age 57) | “Éramos más distanciados, si nos saludábamos era un ‘hola y chau’, a mí me decían que los chicos gays eran reacios a tener una amistad con las mujeres trans, cosa que ahora no he visto [en GA], con decirle que tengo amigos gays, que los quiero y hemos hecho un buen compañerismo, a veces nos reunimos en sus casas. Si algo ha crecido es precisamente eso, la comunidad, la comunicación. (Evelyn, MT, 57 años) |
This integration and mutual support made it possible for GM to empathize with aspects that, for TW, carried a particular meaning. A specific example was the organization of “quinceañeras” (a celebration for girls turning 15) for a couple of TW, who while older, expressed the wish to have the party they could not have when they turned 15 years old, as a ritual of passage that carried a meaning of validation and social acceptance of their gender expression. In those occasions, a few GM took the initiative and committed to successfully organize those events. Darío, one of the organizers explained the following:
| “…There are things that seem insignificant, but for one it is [fulfilling] an illusion that they can make it happen for you. See the world from another perspective. For example, on Saturday we will have a quinceañero, which came out of a meeting between the guys and the girls. A girl said, ‘my birthday is on such a day’ and then we said, ‘why don’t we make your quinceañera?’, and another guy added ‘hey, I’ll give you the dress’; ‘I’m going to be your godmother’; ‘I’ll give you the cake’; ‘I’ll give you the bouquet’. So everyone collaborated and the party was organized…” (Darío, GM, age 38) | “… Hay cosas que parecen insignificantes, pero para uno es una ilusión que te lo puedan realizar. Ver el mundo desde otra perspectiva. Por ejemplo, el sábado se hará un quinceañero, y salió de una reunión entre chicos y chicas. Una chica dijo, ‘mi cumpleaños es tal día’ y ahí dijimos, ‘¿por qué no hacemos tu quinceañero?’, y otro chico agregó ‘oye yo te doy el vestido’; ‘yo voy a ser tu madrina’; ‘yo te doy la torta’; ‘yo te doy el bouquet’. Y así todos colaboraron y se armó la fiesta…” (Darío, HG, 38 años) |
3.4. The Community Center as a Safe Space
The project rented a space in a central area of SJM to function as a community center, where most GA activities were held (GI meetings, movie nights, etc.), except some, such as outings to the beach or the theater and participation in LGBTQ+ community events. This social space, as one of the core elements of GA, allowed GM and TW to meet, receive information about sexual health and HIV, obtain condoms, socialize, exchange personal experiences and share moments of reflection. The center was equipped with a kitchen, computers with Internet access and a film projection system. The walls were painted and decorated by some of the participants, capturing drawings that symbolized the appreciation of and support for sexual and gender diversity and empowerment.
The functional dynamics of the center also made it possible for the participants to gradually identify with the project, taking ownership of the place and coming to consider it as their “second home”, a social space where they could be “themselves” safely, without fear of being singled out or judged for their sexual or gender identity. One participant remarked the following:
| “I feel like I am coming home. I have changed a lot, I was quieter, I was afraid, ashamed and now, no. You see another Paola, a new Paola.” TW, age 26 | “Siento como que estoy llegando a mi casa (…) He cambiado bastante, yo era más callada, tenía temor, vergüenza y ahora, no. Ves otra Paola, una nueva Paola.” (MT, 26 años) |
Likewise, participants developed a sense of belonging and a symbolic appropriation of the space, when, for example, they collected funds to buy a stove for the community center and some of them began to take responsibility for the preparation of the dinners distributed at the end of the mobilization activities. Cooking classes were also organized by some participants, and the dishes prepared were shared among the attendees, providing moments of learning, skill development (perhaps to cook creative but unexpensive dishes at home) and socialization and integration between GM and TW. As reported by one of the participants in charge of the cooking, the meals also covered basic needs in a safe place away from potentially risky environments:
| “…the help that the community center provides is the dinners. When we met, I offered myself and told [name of coordinator] ‘buy rice, meat, and I’ll prepare rice with meat.’ There were guys and girls who do not have [resources], and instead of being on the street, it is better that they are here, learning.” (Darío, GM, 38 years old) | “… la ayuda que brinda la casa comunitaria son las cenas. Cuando nos reuníamos, me ofrecía y le decía a [nombre de coordinadora] ‘compra arroz, carne, y yo preparo un arroz con carne’. Había chicos y chicas que no tienen [recursos], y en vez de estar en la calle, es mejor que estén acá, aprendiendo.” (Darío, HG, 38 años) |
Coinciding with the above, we observed that some TW who did sex work remained in the community center until dinner was served and the space closed at night. That may have been their first meal of the day, and they were safeguarded in a warm place, where they could obtain condoms and lubricant, before going out to work. We do not know to what degree the unmet basic need for food among some participants influenced their attendance and participation in GA. Other classes or workshops on different topics, including make-up, hairstyling and English, were organized at the community center in response to the unmet need expressed by some GA participants to learn new skills that may help them find work. These classes were short-lived, however, since they were provided by volunteers, and GA did not have the financial resources to hire paid instructors.